There’s nothing worse than needing something, someone, so bad and not being able to do a damn thing about it. I sit here at the mercy of time and circumstance, asking myself, “How long are you going to do this?” More than the longing in my heart, there is the absence of my partner; my best friend. Today is one of those days when I feel like saying, “Fuck it! I’m done…” Unfortunately that wouldn’t solve anything at this point in time. I’m watching something wonderful float in front of me, way out on the horizon, but I can’t reach it. I feel like I have to wait for it to make it’s way to me again. It’s such a lost feeling.
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