Monthly Archives: September 2011

Tell me somethin’ good

I am so desperate for something good, something sweet, something to warm my heart and give me that feeling, the one that means everything is going to be ok, better than ok. All this ugly, bitter (rancid even) overwhelming pain … Continue reading

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Gut check

  My sister is reclining in a chair, sleeping. She has a warm, thermal blanket draped across her legs. Her arm is resting on a pillow at a somewhat unusual angle. This is so there is no interference with the … Continue reading

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Shoot me now, please.

  It seems the more determined I am to move forward, the more this fucking universe sees fit to throw obstacles in front of me. Every time I feel like I have my shit HANDLED, and get my mind right, … Continue reading

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Ignorance is bliss? I don’t think so.

Why is it that we love the ones who ignore us, and ignore the ones who love us? I’ve been seeing this behavior in others, and it puzzles me beyond all reason. Today I came to the realization that I … Continue reading

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Dreams

“It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else.” Erma Bombeck

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Evolution of this blog

This blog began as a way to communicate specific thoughts and feelings for a specific purpose. As of late, it has become more than that, a platform for my myriad ramblings. I’m debating continuing this way, or forming a new … Continue reading

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Apocalypse…ow.

  All things must end. It’s a part of life, right? After all, something new cannot begin until the old is over. I’m at a point in my life where the ending is, well, neverending. I keep waiting for the … Continue reading

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